
It's the places you live that shape you. Not just the suburb and the street you come from, but the rooms and the people you live with. I grew up in tiny terraces in inner city Sydney and Melbourne, where winter was always freezing, the floorboards creaked and the plaster cracked after the rain. Those houses, and the spaces inside, have as much an effect on who I am, I think, as the people I met, the books I read and the music I listened to.
My favourite room in the world is in my father’s house. There are French doors looking out onto a courtyard and an over-burdened Jacaranda tree. Next to the doors is a huge antique leather wing-backed chair, which my father bought when he turned fifty and declared that he had worked hard all his life and from now on will only buy music on vinyl, write in French violet ink and buy expensive things he likes. It’s my favourite chair in the world. I can curl up in it like it’s a cocoon, balance a cup of coffee on my knee and a stack of books on the other. It’s not uncommon for me to fall asleep and wake up hours later with the cat at my feet. Next to the chair is an art deco fireplace, with tiled pictures of weeping women surrounding it. On the wall is a Communist-era Vietnamese poster of a smiling woman holding her baby with an AK-47 draped across her shoulder. And on the wall directly opposite is my favourite thing of all – a wooden bookcase which extends across the room, as high as the ceiling, with a ladder attached to a rail so you can reach the books at the top. I’ve discovered some of my favourite books in that bookcase. I study in that room, I sit and read, I listen to my father’s old records. In the summer I sit sewing on the floor, in winter I get drunk on hot chocolate with shots of whisky. There are crumbled attempts at origami on the shelves and coffee rings on top of the speakers. Every single thing in that room, every scratch and trip and every hour spent in it, contributes to how much I love it. Maybe if I hadn't lived part of my life in that room I wouldn't be precisely who I am right now. Just maybe...
Space only means something once it’s inhabited. You need to be able to use it, to touch it, to live in it, to love it. Otherwise what’s the point? That’s what I got out of the Eames films, and looking at the scrawled elliptical notes I made that week, that’s the most coherent thing I wrote down. The Eames house is beautiful, but part of it’s beauty is that it’s lived in – there’s half eaten toast in the kitchen and papers on the table. People run up and down it’s staircase and around it’s garden. Without all of that I don’t think it would signify anything, it would just be empty, but very well designed, space.